Today, is the same Monday. I just kept counting the days.There will be loads of surprises in store for me. I just couldn't wait how it feels like to become one of the TP students. One of the shortcomings that I always experience is that I always being too quiet at times. I don't really like to talk unless I have something more urgent at hand. Other than that, I just keep my comments to myself. If I want to become sarcastic, I can be one but after I learnt that being destructive-sarcastic person, it can be real headache for me.
When I looked back during those secondary school days, I could still vividly remember where I used to sit. The classroom atmosphere was so different back then. I could easily feel the tension built around the classroom. Its whiteness, with the noticeboard where I could see chasing lights decorated up the board. There used to be a few models, sticking out of the board and of course, the class spirit of building it. Staying back after school has been norm for most us. We either did our revision or just having an afternoon break with our friends. Sometimes, revising also very fun with teachers around like Mr Lim, Ms Ng and also Mrs Loi.
The teachers had been very inspiring for us. If not because of them, we wouldn't have reached this stage. I remember that I could easily stressed out and sometimes when out of classroom to get fresh air. It was those during our exam periods which are draining our energies. Even though there are some subjects which I literally hate, I have to force myself to study. It was great experience for me as I learnt how to maximise the time. Although I almost got sick, health has been top priorty for me.
Now, we the grades that I earned, I could see doors of opportunities opened up for me. It was really something I deserved. Nevertheless, I chose poly life instead of jc which my mother really wants me to go into. I could easily picked up her tone when I mention about going to poly. JC was my choice at first, but when I thought over it again, I just don't want another stupid silly mistake that I have made long time ago. The GP absolutely going to kill me and furthermore my Maths aint that good. Although it would be fun to be labelled as JC student, I guess chose what you really want to enjoy is the most important. In the end, you still win.
No matter what, there is nothing standing in between me and my goal.
.:[Nassa]:.