I was pretty disappointed just now. When I tried to call the hotel room, it's no longer there. That's means Azmi has checked out. I called my mum, hoping to hear that Azmi is with them but sadly, she said that Azmi has left in the morning. I didn't have the chance to meet him, let alone say a goodbye. I was really disappointed and at the same time miss him. I have already regard him as my brother. And now, there is no one.

So, I just walked back home and kept repeating "At least a goodbye". I just want to hear that. If I had known that they will be leaving in the morning, I might have complacently absent myself from school. Looking on a bright side, I still have his address provided he doesn't move out. Of course, I'm planning to send a letter to him, give a little bit of surprise inside. There is always a magical feeling when I receive such letters. It will just lift my spirit up a little bit. Maybe one day, I might give him a surprise call. Hope he is there.

Again, I will try my best to visit him one of these days or in a few years time. I want to be there when he got married. Back in school, I didn't do that bad for my test papers but the marks are much pretty awful. Manage to scrape about 36+/50 for most. Of course, I expect much higher because most the mistakes made are either stupid mistakes or careless ones. This time around, I wasn't on full gear mode. Maybe during the Study week before the exams, I probably put in more effort.

Well, I have to go now. I need to sleep. Tatata........