So far, I'm doing well. Honestly, it isn't that bad joining polytechnic. Although, I don't know where this may leads to, I still have another couple of years to worry about. Seeing my friends who are better off than me makes me feel insignificant. The more they tried their best, the more pressurise I get. I love the competition and it more or less tells me where I stand.
One factor is that, one of my classmates is older than me, so I think he has the advantage because he had been admitted into Poly before. Well, I can say that it is not fair because he has some knowledge before he was admitted to TP. There are a few other boys too. From my point of view, the boys in my class did better than the girls. I'm not trying to be a sexist or what but I think the course that I took are much tougher for the girls. There is always time to catch up and soon the girls can be on par again with the boys.
I didn't expect that I would be selected to go for the rock climbing camp. I know it is just amazing. You see, I'm not that good at climbing compare to the members I know, most of them are very adventurous and daring. Those leisure climbers like me didn't expect at all when they announced that they going to have a camp for those who are active at climbing. When they announced that they have selected a group of us, deep in my heart I know I'm not selected. Of course, at first I feel disappointed. Then later in the evening the next day, I received a call to confirm me that I'm selected. I didn't believe my ears. So, ok....feel a little bit elated. I know camp may sound pretty boring to you but so far, most camp I attended are quite enjoyable. I can't wait for this. Alrite, I have to sleep now....
Good night....