Hasn't been doing much today, sometimes is hard to believe that I'm going to start the semester later...arghhh...and now, this feeling of anger, so filled with contempt just kept swell up...sometimes I just want to burst at someone but just can't....

My mind is not at peace, lots of uncertainties...loads of questions kept spawning in my head...I just cannot control it anymore...but at the same time...I just felt a little bit of jealous...

I don't know what...but the feeling is still there not wanting to leave...guess I just have to sleep and it will go away...maybe I'm too tired to think all these nonsense...alright, good night for now...