I didn't manage to attend the competition...it is not my fault or what...because it is one of the make up schedules...I don't use this excuses to excuse myself from being in the competition...the truth is, education is more important for me...I know myself and I know what to do...nobody can ever change that...so scram...
A little about friendship now...
I don't know how long will it last...will it ever be in our head all the time or just a passing memory that keeps playing in our head...I really don't know...
Seeking friends are also a risky business, you may never know when he or she will backstab you... I hate that because I trusted them so much...until I got myself in boiling water...that is why I used to keep quiet all the time...
Just like a membrane...it is a barrier to block all unwanted things...only those who are allowed can pass through without the slightest doubt...
Trust is the game...and loyalty is the key...I realised that little things cannot be ignored that easily for it represents the bigger issue...petty you can say...but I like the term observant...
Being observant is how I lived...from there I use this ability to judge and used it to back me up...it is all on going process...
Cross over the line, you will get what you expected...