I was damn pretty pissed and disappointed yesterday over my assignment grades...I have already suspected this long enough....favouritism....
She clearly said that those who never do any extensions which means additional properties to their assignments shall only get B.....I deserved it because I do not have any extensions at all....
The problem is that he got an A without even do any extensions....I was devastated and hid all my disappointment behind a fake smile...I tried to laugh it out loud but it became too obvious to be ignored....
I spend countless of nights trying to figure out the codes....having to bear all the mistakes that I have done in my programming....I also have other projects to pay attention to and tutorials submission are always on my neck....
I patiently finished my work and continue my assignment to the last day.....
I have seen it long enough.....she always admires the way he did his work, the way he talks, the way he converse, the way he jokes, the way he talks to his friends and almost everything....She mentions his names not once, not twice but a lot of times...
Comparing to my friend Kumar, he too, an expert and I know why he deserved an A because he has an extension....surprised...no...
I asked my friends today, whether they had spoken to the teacher....and they said yes and they expressed the same thing as I do right now....they also questioned why he got an A when he doesn't have any extensions...
That's where I blew my top off....I couldn't bear this insignificance towards the students welfare....I don't know how much longer I have to bear....it took me 6 months to bear this unnecessary favouritism....
Although she may appeared nice to me, but it shall never deter my opnion of her....it is damn disgraceful if she wanted to make her own stand to defend him....I always try to be fair and justice when I make decisions and award accordingly if I have to....but if the assignments got to do with my Certificate With Merit....I got to do something to it....I have learnt that I couldn't be too graceful and too lenient....
I tried to resolve it in my dreams but it appeared that I dreamt of fighting for my own grades....I don't want her to upgrade me, all I want is how does she grade....with sincerity or with lust.....
I don't want to be harsh to her because I respect her profession...but sometimes I have make things clear across the line....
I don't call this fate....I call this injustice......