I caught in serious dilemma right now...whether or not to follow my mum to Malacca....she emphasised that she had already paid for the trip and that me feel even guiltier *is there such word* My computer is down so these few days I'm going to blog at my aunt's house...arghh..damn computer...

I think my antibodies inside me is shutting down...This morning woke up with a bloody migraine, next a flu but lasted a short while after I drank the lemon-flavoured panadol...I can't remember it exactly...Going for a shopping spree later, probably shopping for shoes this time around...

I still have to talk to mother about the trip...the gathering I can't just postponed it because Edmund has been organising it these few days and also people that are I'm going meet is my own ex-classmates...Sometimes it is hard to convince people but I'm a good guy...

I need to kill time...I have read four books yesterday but still not enough...so I thought tomorrow, I'm going catch a swim...I need to burn some fats man...

I don't know why I can be such a short-tempered person...late last night I'm almost caught in a fight with this woman who apparantly have no manners and my temper flared up the the casher who gave me a fifty sen, which means it is malaysian ringgit...in the end I just take my money and just left the fifty sen...then my head started to give me this sound and it began to thumped each time my blood ran through my veins...it is horrible that I need to take three pain-killers which immediately put me to sleep....

My head is in total turmoil right now...problems after problems...it is just neverending....I just wish a moment without any problems...

Looks like I'm going bonkers sooner or later....never mind I will seek solace somewhere...