Today, I didn't go for any lectures at all except for the 3 o clock tutorial...
My cousin just got married today and it seemed like a very happy ending indeed...
I don't know why but the smiling faces are just isn't it at all...Hard as they could they tried to hide their sorrows behind that smile...even in the photograph, they just pretend...
I don't want to bad-mouth or what, it is just fate...yeah, it is fate that they will be this way...for how long? God only knows that...
Many despises it, many disgusted by it and it just happened to my relative...
Stupid you can say but what to do, it is fate...
I, myself have struck the dead end to find a solution to this...everyone tried and no one have the answer...for I know the answers lie within them...My aunt have been struggling to keep their family financially afloat and the news came a like a blow to them...I was surprised too but isn't it too late?...
When he arrived with my uncles, there were not many of them....my aunt said 'thank yous' a thousand times...she almost at the point of crying but I just said let the live leads its way....
Upon reaching the ROMM, there were other couples too, the only difference is that, they are much older and mature...I began to wonder what will come upon them one day...
I felt a butterfly in my stomach as the kadi spoke...I could feel his heartbeat and solemn expression...they just hide their faces, dissolving their problems as the time went by...In the heart of the mother, only God knows how shattered it is....
Finally, the ordeal is over and head to a simple yet a sumptious lunch at Onan Rd...the ever famous Hawa Restaurant...It is not surprising to have many inconspicous stares at the Restaurant...but their nonchalant faces have written a will power that they will go through this once and for all...
At last, I could escape the moment of sorrow whilst enjoying the delicious food...when we wanted to get home, I could hear a famous wedding song reveberated at one corner...My heart really at its lowest point...
Well, that is the life that I won't want to ever step in...a life of a sorrow....
Au revoir
