Yesterday, I gave my brain a real work to do...I was thinking what is my future going to be like?...wondering here...

You see, after my ns, I was supposed to go out there either looking for a job or continue my studies... I really have no idea...sam has been bugging me to think about my future...it is true that you have to plan ahead of everything...Seriously, I never thought of this...

There are many uncertainties out there...I myself not sure that I will be employed and get a decent sum to bring home...I wanted a real life, away from misery as far as possible...I don't want to end up a loser at the end...

I hope there will be someone to help me...I only accept what He has laid out for me...the think is, I don't know what is it...Life can be so unpredictable sometimes until it is too late to find out...