I began to lose some self-confidence here...whatever I did didn't seem to be alright at all...

No matter how many times I console myself, reality still hurts...next I can't wait for another blow about my term test paper which, most of the lecturers claimed, had hit all time high failure rate...

I don't know, I think I'm in my mood swing now...if you people see me ignoring you, I sincerely apologise because I tend to be in deep thoughts and really didn't want have a chat...

Assignment due dates are drawing closer each day....hopefully my team members are aware of the fact...At least there is some hope left...

French Class was cancelled today and I was totally disappointed because I would like to see my test paper...I want to know I fare...

These people seems like they have nothing to do withheld most of our papers without giving us proper reason...they should keep their promise as per stated in the time plan...this week can be a damn sucky week...I don't why but I have just some feeling that this week will be sucky week...

I didn't have enough rest...I skipped my meals...there is a lot of things going on my head that seemed to be too difficult to appear here....If I could wish for a moment....I would wish for a moment of peace...so peaceful that you didn't know that you live in such a hectic world...

Term break was nothing to me...all we did was assignments and more assignments...even though a group work...who can afford to burn their legally declare free time for all this...In the day, we are in school meet together and then go home late at night...Of course, I don't deny that we need to sacrifice our time, but do we have to do it all the time?

Although I have been warned for the impending doom in Year 2, I almost lost faith in myself...thinking again, I need to go through no matter what you say...Too tired to carry on, to cloudy to think anything...

Anyone can help me? Or should I be left alone? Most of the time, I like to be left alone, sleep and think nothing at all...that is all what I like to do when stress sets in...

Maybe I just need a rest that's all...