I was really scared...I think everyone was scared...

He didn't even notice that there are many people out there watching him acting like that...I always regard him as good person...I really admires his hard-workingness...the trouble he took to take his grandson...

I was speechless to say anything after that incident...my heartbeat really beats faster than I could ever imagine...I kept praying for safety...I knew something terrible about to happen that night....

And it did...it was so disgracing...but we still had to overcome it...I tried to hide my tears...but it did not stop flowing...the pain ripples towards everyone...just because of this incident, everyone has to take the pain...

The worst still yet to come...she and her sister hugged and lamented why the fate has to be too harsh for her...I fear for her health...and the tragedy that I fear most did happen...She collapsed and her breathing almost come to a halt...my heart was already wrenching in pain watching her like that...everyone in the room too stress to think of anything else...I tried to remain calm but it didn't help either...

Luckily, angel was there watching us...the ambulance came and took her away...The angel might be beside her all along...then came another tragedy...the bride collapse because of the condition she has been enduring all the while which has taken toll on her health too...she became too weak and she fainted...I didn't know what to do...everyone came to her aid...we kept our faith real strong that night...prayed hard to God to take some of the pain away...

She was alright...the bride too...everyone sigh a big relief...Everyone chipped in and help to keep the house clean...still, my worries isn't over yet...I didn't sleep well...I doubt everyone did...

That morning I woke up to see her cleaning the house...I quickly helped her...I can't bear to see her working almost immediately...after everything settled...we start the event...

Seeing the bride on the dais, looking as lovely as she has always, my heart was really in pain...everyone smiled...the smile that hides the sorrows which are never be told...my tears roll on my cheeks...the happiness in them reverberates throughout the void deck...I just wished everything is well...just think that everything is alright...

I never think about anything else...I just do what she used to do in the kitchen except cooking & washing the clothes...I don't want her to worry about anything else...Even though I was tired...I still have to keep the house clean...I don't want her to be overworked...With His blessings, everyone did help to keep the house clean...everyone knew about it...so much so...everyone eventually stayed up late and took MC the next day....

If I could, I would like to stay beside her all the time...be there to aid her in whichever way I can...if only I could...