School is starting soon. I have no slightest idea what am I going to be greeted first thing in the morning. The timetable is not very lenient already so I just hope that lecturers could take it easy with us.

I was advice to drop one of my CDS subject which is Japanese. Seriously, I don't have any interest in it. So, the first thing in the morning, after my lessons, I just going to do it.

Just some serious thoughts here. I began to question what am I doing now. I don't know if there is future for me. Peaceful at least. I did not hear any news from IT industry. I just want to know what my rice bowl going to look like.

I know. People say that I should just concentrate on my studies and let the nature takes control. Entering university was always a dream. Each time I succeed, the dream slowly takes it shape to a reality. There is also lots of obstacle to go through but I just did it anyway. Student life is going to end for me. It is like another junction. Take left, you face a different lifestyle. Take right, you face another style. It is always about the ability to adapt.Fast. If I could not adapt fast, I would phase out and land back into the cycle of poverty.

As much as pessimistic I can be, sometimes there is a strand of courage to try the path that no one ventures. Risk is not a factor for me. I know I can prepare myself to counter act fast if such mishap happen. I know that I couldn't go on without second plan.

Maybe I just flow with the flow and get easy with things around me...I just hope everything will be alright...

Nite..