Sometimes in life, there are no such things as fairness in this world.

I'm so overwhelm with anxiety and stress because we had to regroup for our major project again. It was all sudden. Initially, I'm very much contented with a group of four whom I can rely with. But then they wanted only groups of threes which I'm totally against.

Furthermore, it is really hard to see who can you really pin your hope on. It doesn't mean that the ones that I didn't expect are totally hopeless, it is just that I feel more secure.

When I pushed back in the harsh reality, I determined to stay afloat and hopefully regain my way into my safety zone.

I admit that I'm not Mr. Nice anymore. I became crude and so bad that is beyond any explanation. When I determine that something must be done, I make sure it is done up to standard. I'm fussy and bossy and likes to stress my team members.

Sometimes, they fed up with my style of working. That's me. If you keep playing Mr. Nice, people might take advantage of you. If you are Mr Not Nice, people will avoid you. So, which personality are you? That's the very question playing in my head.

Although grouping places such a meagre role, it meant a lot to me. You must be able to identify people that are easy to work with and has the capability to produce quality work. I have to set the standards or else they just hand in such incorrigible work and we had to bear the grades that results from it.

Need to sleep