Finally got my results after weeks of waiting...

I never expect it to be good and it is not too bad and not too good... Mainly I got Bs and two Cs...no As...I never expect it though....

Honestly, I think I 'm going downwards already...I'm really scared...but I know I could do much better so pray hard...

I tried to put the element of friends out of the way but it seems they have much greater influence in my work...whatever they succeed I will become envious of it...Frankly, sometimes I got jealous of them...

They are my closest friends in school...if I abandon them, I have no one else to seek solace...I don't know what to do...

I tried to tell myself that I'm incomparable to them...I'm not trying to say that I'm good, only that I don't dare to compare myself... I hate to compare...Everything I did will come amiss...when it does, I will regret it for as long as it takes....

So, I will try to buck this time around and I know they said that it will be smooth sailing...not all the time you get good things...it is the effort that will bring it to you...