I felt that we didn't give enough...I don't know what to say but at the moment I'm writing this, my heart wrenched with deceit and failure...
Everyone was doing the Requirement Specs very confidently but me, I surrendered everything to fate...I have read the document piece and I could say that it is not there yet...but we have already put in our whole effort into it...we have no guidance at all...
We expected something from our supervisor but I could sense that he isn't that interested in our group anymore and I think he prefers to be just a supervisor...At that point, I totally lose faith in him...I lose faith altogether when I got back my TOR...It was so depressing...
We didn't have anything else to refer to and I know that the project requires a lot of time to think through...The rest of us have at least existing system to refer to and we had to develop from scratch...
I really want to stop at this point...I really want to...
It really hurt me deep inside...We are left in the lurch with nothing but our research in front our face...8CUs is nothing to joke about...
I could easily sense impending doom...Although I heard enough of encouragement, I personally think it won't help...No matter how many times I tried to satisfy myself, it won't be that easy...
It was such a big insult that no one can take it...
He could at least have the guts to come to check on us...How well we are doing...because at this rate, I don't see any reason why we should go further...
I don't know who to take the blame and I shouldn't be pointing fingers right now...