I know that I shouldn't dwell on this but my mind keep playing the old same mistakes again and again...

It was finance paper today and boy I was nervous...of course I did study till past 6 when I knock off....I didn't have the feeling of any confidence when answering the two 20-marked questions... I freaking didn't revise the last two chapters about insurance and the cpf thingy and I'm totally screwed....

It's like you saw the target but missed horribly...I never felt anything like that before...

To sum up everything, I practically slackened for this whole semester and it was really disappointing to see me in this state...and quite surprisingly, I asked loads of miracles to happen to me but I guess I didn't work hard enough for it...

Tomorrow there's another paper and I didn't have any mood to study at all...probably a good nap shall make it go away...

tata... :p