I know that I haven't been blogging these days is either because of pure laziness or just too busy with myself...

I bet everyone knows that I have started my internship with Scandent Group Pte Ltd which located in Jurong...I didn't complain though...

Seriously, I thought of backing out this OSIP thing and opt for local ones...but it seems a bit too late on my part....

About Scandent, its majority workers are Indians who are experts at outsourcing business process and also gives IT services to its clients...

The first week with scandent is almost over....this week is about Java and how Mr Bala thought us to use the command prompt to compile our java codes...it was quite an eye opener to see someone actually use the common note pad to type out the java codes and even look its API in command prompt...I didn't know exactly how to view the API in it...well, it just display method signatures in it....

It had been very uneasy for me for all this while...Firstly, I'm going to India sooner and it totally caught me off guard...I couldn't help to deliver the news to my mum...I just WISH that I could fly later...I really wish for it....

The flight was just a few days away from Hari Raya Puasa (HRP) and I couldn't help thinking about it....As the event inches towards me...I felt too vulnerable and like facing an impending death sentence....It is very difficult to express here....Well, you may say that I have to be indepedent but then again...why couldn't it be after HRP...I don't mind flying back later....

I suddenly felt regretted over this...it is like a stupid idea...

I really don't want it...but I guess it is to late...

I just felt bad about this...