I don't really know what to blog today...

I went out with Yh and Jon to NUS to submit our application forms just now.

Frankly, I don't really have that big confidence that I would get a place because NUS is THE university.

Some people say, why don't just spend that $10 and try your luck and I did. Hahaha.

What I can say about the school is, it is damn huge. I didn't knew it was that huge. We noticed some pretty applicants too. :p but I sticked to my original plan.

I did also submitted my application to the other two universities, NTU and SMU and hopefully, I get into one of them. Preferably the former. Hrm...maybe, you were asking why NTU?

Well, NTU is being in the middle of the three prominent universities in Singapore. NTU is not that inexperienced and it was also not to be too academically inclined. Although location-wise sucks, I still want to be one of its students.

In fact, I don't really care if I get into one of them or not. Right now, I want to plan my career. I really have to sort it out fast. At 21, I cannot sit down idling while let good opportunities passed by. So, I did apply a post of Pilot with RSAF. I meant every single word of it. I applied the post of PILOT.

Besides the renumerations and benefits, I love the thrill of it. I did tell you that it has been my life-long dream and it is about time that I make it into a reality. I don't really care what people say.

My aunt advised me that not to forget my mum when I had done with my studies. Of course I would not. She claims that most of them with high qualifications dump those who had helped them grow. And I told her, I'm not one of them.

I admit that I had used up her money the most among my three siblings and I did produce good results and been admitted to Director's List.

Whatever it is, I would sacrifice my happiness for my family. No matter what. This is my stand. Even if it means that I have to divorce if I ever got married or I have to break up with my girlfriend for the sake of my family. I even offer my life.

I just want a one big happy family. I'm willing to pay the price.