Yesterday, I met my cousin from Finland. Suriati.

Kinda a short lady with the same humour she brought with her few years back. I longed to meet and got that chance at last. It was indeed an awesome meeting although I met her in early Thursday morning.

Last night, I have some akward feeling. A hunch that something bad will happen. I always have that feeling whenever something was smooth-going.

It has been a few days now and I still kept thinking about it. Countless of times I tried to shove it off from my head but it kept coming haunting me again and again. It is pointless to fuel the argument. I just don't want it to go down in the drain. In fact, there wasn't even any argument to begin with. So it is kind of complicated to relay it to someone else.

Rather continue "arguing", I would instead give in. I just want to save it from further destruction. I don't really know where the problem lies in until you voice it out. I'm still waiting for my problem to be known. Only you can point it out.

This mixed feeling that I get it is getting out of control. I'm keeping my cool still and I would not overreact. Why?Because, I don't want any pointless argument that may worsen it. Hopefully, you could point it out.

To start, I'm sorry.