My head spins and going beserk...

I can't keep myself from smsing 'it' everytime...'it' never smses to ask how am I doing or just to say hi...

I clinged on 'it' too much that it has adverse effects on me...I was wondering what went wrong that I received such cold treatment...

I was totally aimless but luckily I'm able to control it and never let my emotions run wild...I just have to be patient as I'm still new in this...but I sense an impending doom...something that I wish will never happen...

My instincts were always right...but somehow, I couldn't decide what was going to happen to this one...I always promised myself never to sms 'it' so that I will know how much 'it' misses me...in the end, I broke every promise I made and suffer subsequently...

Just hope that it will not turn into nightmare every night...

Just to pour all my hearts out...