A bit sad today...not that I'm totally depressed, just some disappointment...

I never got accepted to NTU for 2006/07 batch and I'm going to try again for 2008/09 batch...

So, I assume the same thing for NUS...For SMU, I have no idea of whatsoever...I don't know if I have the chance to further my studies...of course, I'm willing to work extra hard to be able to accept to any of these universities...

Although I have thought the possibilities of furthering my studies abroad but $$ is still an issue for me...Right now, I'm working my ass off to get as much as I can while waiting to get enlisted this September...

I have no plans right now...

These few days I have been rotting at home...Luckily I landed myself another job besides giving tuition or else my mum will non-stop nagging at me...

It was very scary at the thought of getting myself a proper job...I never like any jobs that I'm taking now except for giving tuition...it is all for the sake of $$...It is true that $$ makes the world go round....

If I were to secure an IT job, be it a consultancy or some hard core programmer, I thing I'll be the first one to get sacked...It is not because I like to be sacked but there is so many competitors out there...

So the other possibility that I thought of is working in governmental agencies like Civil Servants or any of Home Teams...It is like a iron rice bowl to me...True that it is not my abition to become a policeman but I like to fly...Maybe I should go for SYFC after my NS and try to apply for Private Pilot's Licence (PPL)...It is real astonishing to see folks as young as me to fly at least a training plane...

People like should worry more because I have yet to start a CPF account...My younger sister has already accumulated up to $15000 plus ever since she stopped schooling...It is true that you get higher pay for post-NS...

What I need is maybe a financial planner...some one who can take care of my money and advice whether I should put in bank or invest in some financial instruments...Probably when I have a stable income, I would apply for some insurance policies that would in return give back after it matures...

I just need some financial securities so that I'm able to support myself even after I retire....hrm, it is a long term planning but I'm happy that I view myself this way...

I just need a stable future....even with kids,marital problems and god-knows-what problems...

Haiz...it is not so simple after all becoming an adult...