I realised that as we are getting older, some senses start to kick in...

I realised that it is very hard to earn our own money and kind of hurt when we could splurge it in a matter of seconds...

As I sat down in my room, my head starts to think about the future that I want...

I have seen young married couples trying to bring up an ideal married lifestyle. Others can bring it up so well even with children while others disintegrated because of unforseen reasons...

I admit that I still thinks that I have a few years to think about my future because right now, all I can think is what I'm going to do after NS...should I plunge myself into the working world without any real working experience or continue to study to earn myself a degree?

One thing for sure is that I don't have that kind of money to further my studies and of course getting a job after NS is pain in the neck too...I should have at least a secure savings account which I could rely on...like Save-As-You-Earn scheme by POSB...I know it is cheapskate investment but there is no harm trying...

My parents doesn't have that much savings either because they have heavily invested in me and my other siblings...

Sooner or later, I have to take care of them in return...I admit that I have taken most of the investment and I better start thinking properly and take appropriate steps to ensure that they, my parents, get what they wanted...

Even though I'm not the eldest, I can say that I have to shoulder the most burden among the four of us siblings...

I really need someone to help me out when the time comes...I cannot handle this alone...

Just look at the rising cost of living in Singapore, one day it could even be much more expensive than Japan's...

For the time being, I just shelved it in one corner and I would bring it up when I have the appropriate time...

Gosh! Adulthood is a real problematic...