Again I disappeared without a trace but hey people I'm back...

To date, I'm an officially an ex-Temasek Polytechnic student and going-to-be in NS-Police in a matter of 2 months and 29 days as of today...some of my guy friends already in NS leaving me and some others who are enlisting in September...

I still haven't found out who got into Police not even Saiful, I didn't even have the chance to congratulate him on Graduation Day...Well, friends can come and go as it pleases...

Honestly, I'm not mentally prepared for NS.Period. It is not that I'm developing the phobia or what but when I saw the buses that go to the ferry terminal, the anxiety is so overwhelming. It is like you are waiting to be sentence to exile on some remote island...but hey, you are doing the nation a favour...Can you sleep peacefully without them or can you enjoy your holidays at Sentosa without worrying enemies across the sea? The civilians should be grateful that we are always on alert and defending our country around the clock....

Even though I'm not going to be ferried to Tekong just like them...I think policemen have something to do closer to the heartland...closer to people that is...I can imagine myself taking statements or checking I/Cs or even stopping an underage from smoking...Sounds like a prefect to me...hahahaha...I didn't take people comments whole-ly saying that NS Police is much better than army because I have yet to experience it...

As I'm reaching to that level of adulthood, I beginning to fear that my future is going to be bleak...Like after NS and Uni, what's next? this question has been playing on my mind since the day I think of it...I just hope my life will be fine with some unavoidable glitches here and there...

Ciaos...