In an exactly 59 more days, I would be in the police force serving my NS. I don't know if I were to treat it like my good luck or just the opposite because I can't be convinced with just word of mouth from everyone exclaiming that police life is definitely better...

The thing is, I have lost contact with the people whom I know who are currently serving NSPolice...People like Moonshi, Hafiz and even Eric Ho...Kinda difficult to get them these few days...

So what have I been up to lately? I kept myself occupied with part-time works trying to get a little taste of paying and supporting myself for a short moment of my life..Sometimes, it felt great because I felt that I'm at least independent and able to contribute something to the family...Unlike during my school days when I was heavily dependent on my parents, I began to feel the pinch to pay for sorts of bills and to supply your own daily allowance...

It pays to be a responsible person because I felt that I could control myself better and able to make decision wisely...Money management hasn't been a problem for me but each time you see that the number in your bank account decreases rapidly, something must be done fast...

I realised that, as soon as you get out of school life, the uncertainty of our future can be overwhelming...Soon, I have to take care of my family and if I got married, I have no idea what's going to happen...Maybe I should just think what I should do in my uni life...

See ya