Time really flies...and in a couple of weeks, I'm officially a recruit..hahaha..sound like I'm going somewhere to die...

The good news is that today is my last day at Kumon!! Yay! I like the easy job but to hold a stick to the boss is something that I can't appreciate very much...the rest of the employees, priceles...

Of course, I need this last week break to prep up something for it and I still need some shopping to do...the funny thing is that I could feel the pressure start to swell up and I had been counting the days...

I'm not planning to hold some party to commemorate the last days of my life as a civillian or what, it is just that amazes me how the time flies that quickly...

Sometimes it can be very frustrating not being able to keep up what you are expected of and it can be quite demoralising...It has been my nature not to turn down my friends offer or just tell them of that I'm not capable which is better than lying that I could do it...

What I'm trying to say here is that...I'm not a superman. I didn't promise anything either. All I can say is I'll try my best. It wasn't a promise that it would be the best. See how words can be so misleading...

From this moment onwards, it would only be my decision alone. I would decide what it would be the best and see how it goes along. It wouldn't be that difficult to lay down judgement on your own. There will be no more considerations and my word is my final say. Sometimes, solutions can be a problem...

I hope you could take this judgement. I'm sorry. It has to be this way.

Peace.