The last book out was thrilling and it was my first time I did something out of this world. Well, we actually booked out at 1700Hrs. Serious. I didn't joke. The worst part is that commander saw us leaving while he was jogging with his staffs.

The whole journey home was occupied with thoughts of myself and the rest of us, spending our days in DB. Lolx. I know I exaggerated. The point is that. Nobody knew that we were leaving. Not even our OC Squad. I felt that I have committed a sin or something. My mind was already going haywire and I couldn't stop thinking of what worst could happen next.

I don't know who initiated the idea. We already being marked. If anyone knows this, we are doomed. Argh...I better stop this.

Next Thursday, we going to start to drive. Yeah! I can't wait to get my hands on the steering. I started to get along well with the rest of my squad mate. Sadly, Jamie getting far apart each day. I never meant to isolate him or whatsoever and I think nobody isolated him. It is just that his ways and ideas provoke some misunderstandings.

I'm perfectly neutral. I neither pro-Jamie nor anti-Jamie. I absolutely have no issues with him.

What have we learnt so far? Nothing much I guess. Oh. I started to like this song from Peterpan Mimpi yang Sempurna. On top of that, my bunk mate knows how to play it on guitar. I tried to play but my fingers wasn't good enough for the guitar so I stick to the singing for the moment.

I read the papers about the Asean Football Championship. I didn't watch the semi-finals when Singapore had the controversial penalty. What saddened me most is that, the Thai's had the cheek to put this and mix it with politics. Worst, the officials didn't make it clear and let the press fueled the tension even more.

I thought that even if there is a foul play, an investigation will be set after the whole match and a verdict will prove if it is genuine case. I'm not an avid footballer myself so I don't know if such penalty should be awarded to Singapore. There should be a review panel to scrutinize every nano second of that controversial moment before deciding who is wrong. I'm sure about dozen cameras were aligned at every angle of the goal post should there be some misjudgement by the referee.

Politics and mutual games like this should not be mixed. Thailand wasn't keen on displaying good sportsmanship. Let alone its fans. They should encourage the fans to support them more and not to let them mar the relationship with Singapore. If I were a Thai, of course I would get angry with the results. To prove that that Thailand were that good, I could let the Thais to get their revenge on their home ground. The Thai players should avenge for their fans and play quality game. No dirty tricks and no dirty tactics. Politics is absolute no-no. The media should control what they can add onto their papers.

If it is true that Thailand should win the game, prove it. Don't be a whiny that there is fault on the last penalty. Get it even on the field. Let's hope that everything turns out fine.