Right, Right....I probably should have closed this blog altogether...

I haven't found the right time or have the time, that is, to sit down and write a proper blog post. After all, I've been very, very busy to the max and this NS shit is trying to eat me alive....Thank God! I'm still here....

Well, lately I think I getting the hang of it already and much more or less, I got it in the end...My FTO aka probation officer thinks that I'm okay so far except of occassional blunder....Seriously, I don't want to mess myself up but I think I can manage that so far...

I still trying to understand each individual in my teams and for those who knew me well, I don't start conversation as if I knew them for quite some time....I like to observe and see what they really interested in, what they have been talking about and all that...I know they have been gossiping about me and that's is no doubt about it...but I don't mind at all....

I act stupid, pretended to be blur and know nothing at all...It is the safest so far so that I won't be arrowed with so many things that they supposed to do...I just focused on my job scope based on my allowance...Mind you! it didn't pass the 500 mark yet...

I'm not being calculative...it is all survival skills....Why should you be devoted yourself, whole heartedly when someone is skiving right under your nose...It is job ethics....You should call yourself stupid for such thing to happen...It is as if feeding able-bodied person when you yourself being a handicapped worked tooth and nail to achieve some desired goals....No don't get me wrong...My point is, it should be fair and square....

Soon I'm going to be the only SC left in the Team and probably see a new one coming in another few months time...

I can't say for sure if I have any regrets being posted to Bishan...because I started to integrate with it....Let's hope for the best, ya....

Got to go to bed now....tomorrow is my morning shift...