I didn't feel good today. I felt like there are sense of guilt but I don't know what I have done. I could sense people are giving me cold stares.

Tomorrow is my next IPPT but I'm thinking I should give a miss. Hrm...especially during fasting month, I don't think I'm up for it yet.

I'm thinking about my further studies in uni. I'm still up for SMU but many are asking why not NUS. Simply, I'm not qualified. Duh!

My next morning shift, my dtl will make me to partner in a "transformer" meaning that I'll be driving Hylux. All I can say is that it is one kind of vehicle which looks very intimidating for someone new to driving. Of course I had no problems with the Toyotas but Hylux is a different vehicle altogether.

I've tried all duties except partnering with my TL. She personally told that she would think twice in letting me drive. My FTO said that my driving sucks. Others, think that I need improvement. I think I better not drive at all. Good for me. Less responsibility.

I don't mind driving. Just that the people in it are giving me the kind of "Can-u-drive-in-the-first-place" expression. Giving me the little or less help of comments. Thinking that they know better and doubting my judgement all the way.

Fine. I won't drive.

Got to hit the sack. Nites.