I have to admit that I couldn't accept changes when I have already fitted myself nicely in it.

Everytime there's a change to anything that either directly or indirectly affects me, I got a little insecure. I would have to step out of my comfort zone and adapt and embrace the changes that I would have to live with it.

When things didn't go the way I wanted it to, I have to work out something else that wouldn't affect me much. In some cases, it will create major, major chaos that I simply won't even bother to think about it.

Example: People. When there's a new people in your path, you have to adapt to his needs. When he wants it to be that way and the thing is that you don't have a say, you have to follow suit. Of course, you could voice your unhapiness but that jeopardised your credit.

I should stop whining. Haiz.

Ok, I have already registered myself of the SMU NSmen Jamboree 07. It was suppose to be a matriculation exercise for NSmen who have completed or about to complete their NS and enter into school. I know it was a bit early but that what it wanted us to do.

For myself, tentatively, I made it 31 July 08 as my last day before the school term starts in August. A total of 16 days of leave and unrecorded 8 days of hours of duties needed to be accounted for to be excused for a month. That's a lot.

1 day = 1.5 days of leave. If I wanted to have 16 days, it would mean that I needed 24 days. Man, I wouldn't be able to take any leaves.

I wouldn't mind because I know it is going to pay off. I just have to work it out and work hard for it. Hopefully, no harm is coming my way. Pray hard for me.

Peace out.