After the inservice today, I was totally exhausted. I was so listless that I fell asleep straightaway after I grab a pillow.

I don't know what made me so tired. I didn't wake up that early neither I slept late last night. I guess that it was my biological clock trying to correct itself.

Nevermind about that. These few days I felt quite moody and I couldn't really have some time for myself. There would be deployments coming right up for us and time sacrifices has to be made. I know it would be just once in my NS life but then again I would need all the leaves to entitle me for a 2 months leaves for school.

November is here already and I'm already looking forward for December. It's going to be a very fast. Now I have to rely on myself because work expectations are up. No more mistakes, no more excuses. Everything have to be in tip top condition even in a stressful situations. I can't let myself down and to label as useless. Time for a change.

Got to get to bed now...