I'm not myself today at work. The moment I came to work, I felt lethargic, no motivation at all. It drains me out, day by day.

I have to contend with people's whims and fancies. Have to perform on top of everyone else, yet mistakes made like no body business.

I tried to smile and laugh but my face can't lie what I hid inside me. The very eyes give way to what I seek and the expression I gave seem ambiguous. Nothing seems alright for me. Nothing.

Maybe, all I need is a week break. But I can't afford that much.

I need to recollect myself and piece up myself together because it is like everywhere now.

I think I lack of sleep and rest. So good night, sleep tight.