Really having down time and my mood isn't good nowadays....

Each time I got back to work, there is literally no family interaction at all...Imagine this: You woke up at 5 to go to work and come back home at 11. Shower and eat, then go to sleep..by then, you family would be sound asleep...Then the next day, by the time you woke up, everyone is gone either to work, shopping or just go out of the house and will be back right after you have gone of to work....Haiz...that's the most mundane life I'm having right now..

Travelling to and fro really taken a toll on me...The fact that the workplace is damn far and I had to endure an hour of journey. I can't complain for I don't have any other options.

I tried to go out during my off days but the tiredness is still there...I just want a week break and it would be enough to rejuvenate...

Next week will have loads of deployments and I have to think of the worst...Nothing but the worst...Absolute nothing good is coming in the next few weeks and I have to brace it.

Even you asked me out, I really have to turn it down because I'm so listless and exhausted after every shift of work...

Arghh...I really hate this part of my life....