Last night shift, before I knocked off, I still received one last message and that wasn't even from my own sector. Frankly, I'm tired and really, really in bad condition when I just woke up from my rest like that.

Like it or not, I went for it. I knew it was not a very big deal but just getting know of the explanation of why making yourself unavaible doesn't justify that I should attend the message. Luckily, the message wasn't long and I seriously can't be bothered by it.

My partner, Mdm Huey Jie, treated me to prata breakfast to cool me off. It is not that I'm angry or what. It is just that I wasn't give an ample time to wake up.

I came back to station, not knowing that I had pulled long black face till to the briefing room. I was tired and in no mood to crack jokes. So, better scram before I shoot my nonsense.

These type of incidents shouldn't be happening. For me, it is okay to help out once in a while. Give me a valid good reason why should I help, I would help. If you tried to make an effort to attend the message and needed my help, fair enough, I would come.

I was kind of disappointed. The standards have fallen. I have never held such low hopes for my team. Never.

Maybe my rant is too much. I should be more lenient. Not to overjudge. Fairness comes at a price.