My cousin proposed something to me and he wishes to pay half for the car maintenance rather than my father. So that he could also use his car to ferry his family anywhere and the main point is, to help me pay off the car.

I know that many people had been screaming to me why did I bought the car, why I was bothered to get one so much and all that. I really don't know if I made a huge mistake and I seriously think I did. The top main priority now is that I want to sell of the car. However, I have to wait till 3 years so that the bank wouldn't chase us for the cash back that we had.

Stuck with such predicament and to hold my stomach and fantasies, I want this to end. So little time and so much things to do now. No body knows what exactly lies inside of me. I felt that my life is falling apart.